I'm in my first semester of clinical courses (after working on getting accepted to my ASN nursing program for a year and a half). Right now we're in a transitional care unit that deals with patients in orthopedic rehab after joint replacement surgery. I really love what I do -- I get out of bed at 4:30am once a week to get to my clinical on time and I love it. I couldn't do it if I didn't love it. But this past Monday I just struggled.
It wasn't a bad day. Nothing went wrong. Meds were passed on time, patients were up, fed, dressed and out to PT on time, everything worked. But for the life of me I could not find my stride on the floor. Everything was a struggle. Getting vitals, motivating patients, dealing with PT... everything that came so easily in past weeks I had to fight tooth and nail for on Monday.
It didn't help listening to the nurses give report in the morning. How do they KNOW all those things? How do they keep track and know what's important and what isn't? How do they remember the significant findings versus the typical patient complaints? My mind just boggled, both during report and talking to the nurses as I shadowed them on the floor. I feel like my brain will never be able to keep up. I feel like I will never be able to keep up. And this is just on TCU. I had aspirations or working ER or Trauma some day but if I can't get my head around a unit as straightforward as the TCU how I can ever hope for something more high-pressure?
Don't get me wrong -- I'm by no means ready to quit nursing. I still love it, every minute of it, even the minutes filled with poo, non-compliant patients and difficult MDs & administrators. I just don't know how or if I'll ever be good enough to really focus on the areas I want to focus on and work with the ease and grace of the nurses I'm working under right now.
Advice, tips, and cheering up is most appreciated right now.
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I'm in my first semester of clinical courses (after working on getting accepted to my ASN nursing program for a year and a half). Right now we're in a transitional care unit that deals with patients in orthopedic rehab after joint replacement surgery. I really love what I do -- I get out of bed at 4:30am once a week to get to my clinical on time and I love it. I couldn't do it if I didn't love it. But this past Monday I just struggled.
It wasn't a bad day. Nothing went wrong. Meds were passed on time, patients were up, fed, dressed and out to PT on time, everything worked. But for the life of me I could not find my stride on the floor. Everything was a struggle. Getting vitals, motivating patients, dealing with PT... everything that came so easily in past weeks I had to fight tooth and nail for on Monday.
It didn't help listening to the nurses give report in the morning. How do they KNOW all those things? How do they keep track and know what's important and what isn't? How do they remember the significant findings versus the typical patient complaints? My mind just boggled, both during report and talking to the nurses as I shadowed them on the floor. I feel like my brain will never be able to keep up. I feel like I will never be able to keep up. And this is just on TCU. I had aspirations or working ER or Trauma some day but if I can't get my head around a unit as straightforward as the TCU how I can ever hope for something more high-pressure?
Don't get me wrong -- I'm by no means ready to quit nursing. I still love it, every minute of it, even the minutes filled with poo, non-compliant patients and difficult MDs & administrators. I just don't know how or if I'll ever be good enough to really focus on the areas I want to focus on and work with the ease and grace of the nurses I'm working under right now.
Advice, tips, and cheering up is most appreciated right now.