help! i want to be a nurse soo bad but thinking i wont make it:((

[lashleyrivera]

Hey guys! Thanks for reading...ill start by saying back In illinois I got into a program but failed the first semester..I was working two jobs and have a daughter and my husband was deployed..so I'm thinking not enough study time was the failing result..anyway they let me back in but two weeks in I had to move to washington because my husband got stationed here after deployment..so I withdrew..now I'm taking more prereqs. For my school I'm at but was basicallly told by the director that I couldn't get in without a 3.8 gpa..I enrolled in the second part of A&P because I got a c in it at my other school..and unfortuantely I'm not doing well at all:( the teacher has the thickest accent and I am basically teaching myself...now I calculated my grade and to even get a C in the class I hyave to get high Bs on the last two tests..which would be a miracle..so obviously this school is outta question..being a military wife means moving a lot! So I was thinking of waiting to find out what happens this sept when my husband reinlists to see if we move and try to get into a program in the other state we go too..and if we don't move just get on waiting lists at the other schools in the area and again, retake A&P...I'm really worried my other science classes r going to expire tho since I've noticed a lot of schools having the 5 year rule and 2013 qill be just that for most of my science classes...I know this is a lot of info..but I just don't know what to do..I want to be a nurse so bad..always have been..I am a c.na right now but don't want to stay in this position forever but feel hopeless..idk how to pass A&P and without that nursing school seems impossible:( any input or infor..anything u guys give me will help..what would u do in this situation? Would it look bad to take A&P again for the third time? Should I just forget nursing and move on to something else? Thank you guys!

Laura..the girl who can't seem to be successful:((