As a nursing student my favorite rotation was in the ICU. The complexity of the cases there was the draw for me. I'm an analytical person, so the interplay of multiple comorbidities coupled with the nurses' autonomy in this setting were very appealing. However, a handful of nurses and instructors warned me that it was impossible to get an ICU job as a new grad. Furthermore, I knew gaining experience on the floor could only benefit me before transitioning to ICU. At least, that's what more experienced nurses seem to think.
Fast-forward to my current situation: I'm working on a med-surg unit with a specialty in colorectal and bariatric surgeries. I still see opportunities to learn. Unfortunately, as I have a full assignment a lot of these opportunities are missed. My areas of personal growth are more in my time management and performance of skills and tasks.
I feel very discouraged. I am in an incredible residency program that features a 6-month orientation with a RN preceptor and Physician Mentor. I chose this pathway thinking it was the best opportunity to develop competency as a new grad. However, my best assets are not being used.
Veteran nurses roll their eyes at some of my questions regarding labs and pathophysiology. I've been told I shouldn't worry about these things because it's not really pertinent to my tasking. I disagree; I think considering the data is crucial to making judgement calls as a RN (an inexperienced one at that).
I feel like I'm out of place. As much as I love nursing, why am I not satisfied in this role? To make matters worse, I do have to complete six more months on this unit after orientation before applying for a transfer to ICU.
Advice would be much appreciated. Should I stay and try to push through? Should I pay the $5000 to be released from my contract and seek other employment? Med-surg feels like baptism by fire and frankly, I'm furious.
As a nursing student my favorite rotation was in the ICU. The complexity of the cases there was the draw for me. I'm an analytical person, so the interplay of multiple comorbidities coupled with the nurses' autonomy in this setting were very appealing. However, a handful of nurses and instructors warned me that it was impossible to get an ICU job as a new grad. Furthermore, I knew gaining experience on the floor could only benefit me before transitioning to ICU. At least, that's what more experienced nurses seem to think.
Fast-forward to my current situation: I'm working on a med-surg unit with a specialty in colorectal and bariatric surgeries. I still see opportunities to learn. Unfortunately, as I have a full assignment a lot of these opportunities are missed. My areas of personal growth are more in my time management and performance of skills and tasks.
I feel very discouraged. I am in an incredible residency program that features a 6-month orientation with a RN preceptor and Physician Mentor. I chose this pathway thinking it was the best opportunity to develop competency as a new grad. However, my best assets are not being used.
Veteran nurses roll their eyes at some of my questions regarding labs and pathophysiology. I've been told I shouldn't worry about these things because it's not really pertinent to my tasking. I disagree; I think considering the data is crucial to making judgement calls as a RN (an inexperienced one at that).
I feel like I'm out of place. As much as I love nursing, why am I not satisfied in this role? To make matters worse, I do have to complete six more months on this unit after orientation before applying for a transfer to ICU.
Advice would be much appreciated. Should I stay and try to push through? Should I pay the $5000 to be released from my contract and seek other employment? Med-surg feels like baptism by fire and frankly, I'm furious.
Thank you.