Finding a different job after completing 3 months of training

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Hi guys, 

I am new grad that started nursing last Nov. I practice in Ontario and I got a job as float nurse for med-surg units through NGG (new grad program so we are guranteed 3 months of training). I'm almost done my training and I already dread going to work. I get really anxious and I'm always scared that I make a huge mistake or a patient passing away because of that mistake. My preceptors always comment about to manage my time better or to critically think better. I spent half of nursing school online because of covid and I was also stuck with outpatient placements because of it. I wanted to try bedside nursing for at least a year because I think it's a good experience to have especially for someone who is not sure which specialty to do. But my mental health is suffering because of it. I really like palliative care so I'm looking into getting jobs on that area. I'm just wondering if it is too early to look for another job. Thank you!