Did all you Nurses out there feel this way?

[taylissa]

So I'm getting ready to start my final semester of Nursing, I've done great so far and aniticpate to continue with my good grades and graduate this May. But I can't shake this feeling, call it a little voice in the back of my mind, it's a haunting scary feeling that....once I pass my NCLEX (God willing), and get a job, (again, God willing), what if I'm a horrible nurse? What if I forget everything I've learned over the last the four years? What if I make a huge mistake? Along my journey I have met so many awsome Nurses, my Clinical instructors are great, many of the floor nurses I have been paired with just amazed me. What if I'm not half the nurse that they are? In plain English "What if I suck"? So I find myself fighting with this feeling day in and day out, it's mentally exhausting actually, and many times I've thought that maybe I should just drop out and find another line of work. I started Nursing school because I felt a calling 5 years ago, and it is my dream to help, comfort, and touch the lives people around me. If anyone has had a similar situation, I'd greatly appreciate hearing from you. Maybe I'm just crazy :uhoh21:, Nursing school has been known to do that to students LOL