so hard to keep positive

[LPNSWEETHEART]

Hello all, I frequently read from this forum on almost a daily basis. I too am in the state of recovery and been clean for almost 4 years. My LPN license is currently on probation for 4 years 1 year of narc restriction. I have had a couple interviews lately and I write this thread bc I'm kinda down..the last interview I really should my passion of being a nurse and I thought it went pretty well the lady said she would call me by wed or Thur ( interview was Monday) I never heard from her. I called today to follow up and I got the " shrson the line can I take your number and she will give me a call back " . still no word :-(.... Will I ever find a job I ask myself? I don't wanna give up...I worked so much and with aide pay its hard to keep up financially. I'm am thankful to have work dont get me wrong.. Its just I wanna be a nurse again. FYI I was under the influence of xanax at work and got reported.. Tested pos for other illegal drugs and here I am.. I was so young and naive.. Wish I didn't make these horrible choices.. Thanks for all the support u all give to each other..it really is nice to come on here and see some pos outcomes and such nice words spoken to each other.. But will I be so lucky?

[Earthmama]

I'm a RN, but they also have lpn's who work in the med room.

[LPNSWEETHEART]

Cool... Thanks for the tip