Allow me to give you a little background information about myself. I am an ER RN since 2000. Three and a half years ago I found myself taking Dilaudid Wastes home with me. Shortly thereafter I found myself addicted. I lost my job, but was determined to learn about myself and become well again.
I Voluntarily entered the PNAP program, signed the PA VRP contract and the PNAP contract and was sent for out patient addiction counseling. I became involved with AA/NA. I retained a very expensive lawyer from Philly. (Because I was advised this was a good idea). I had no criminal charges.
For the last 41 months, I have jumped through the hoops, went back to work as an RN about a year into the program, have not touched a drug or alcohol, have never had a positive drug screen, have submitted all of my paper work, paid all of my administrative fees.
More importantly I have become healthy again. I have learned invaluable lessons about addiction and myself. I help others. I am active in my community.
6 months ago when I reached the three year mark, I was told I would be in the monitoring program for another 6 months because Pennsylvania didn't sign their portion of the contract until 6 months after I started....
Now, with 30 days left, I was advised I had a positive drug screen. The firdt in 41 months. I am not allowed to know what I tested positive for.
I take no new medications. I have not touched a narcotic since this became an issue for me. I have not changed a thing.
I am being told I have to explain this to the VRP and my problem is that I can't.
I contested the urine test and it was retested with the same positive result. Again, for what I don't know, but I really have not taken a thing. I can't even identify a food that might have caused this although I have a suspicion.
I am also being told that I may need to start all over again.... for yet another three years.
My expensive Lawyer (who had closed my case without even so much as a phone call over a year ago because of inactivity) tells me there is nothing I can do.
Does anyone know if I have any kind of defense here? Additional testing to the urine? Hair testing?
I realize some will defend a lie until the bitter end.... and I realize it is easy to be put into that category with my history but there are honest people in recovery and I am one of them.
Has this happened to anyone else? Suggestions? Thanks and Merry Christmas!