Hi There,
I was looking for just some input i guess. I'm an average student that came into my nursing degree with a previous degree. I'm currently in my 2nd year out of my 4 year program and I honestly just feel like I know nothing. I feel as though everyone around me knows so much more and I just sit there dumbfounded. I can sit there in the classroom ... where i thought I came in prepared.. and everyone is talking like they are already RNs... and i'm just the preschooler in comparison. It's like I can't get the biology behind things/disorders.. i can't figure out what tests are for what... what hormones cause this and that... all the damn medications and how they work and what they do.. everything is just a huge blur and nothing sticks. Nevermind when I go to lab and I feel like I got the skill and I go into clinical and just forget it entirely even if i've practiced before and felt good about it. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I do my homework, I do my readings, I go to class, I go to clinical, i go to lab and to practice labs and sim labs... I always participate. Yet I honestly just feel stupid and useless as a student nurse. I just feel like there is just no knowledge in my brain. Clinical doesn't help when my teacher treats me like a complete idiot in comparison with the rest of my group. Should I not be in this career? Like is this just not for me? I love nursing.. I love everything about it... but I feel like I'm going to be a horrible nurse... like I just won't know right from wrong and make a bad call and then lose my job and then it was all a waste of time. Ugh please help...