This is Darla and I am sorry to hear about your recent difficulties. I know in your previous posts you have expressed a Love for your work.. and I am sure it shows in all that you do at the office. ;-)
I too am a little confused about the hierarchy of your employment. It sounds like you work with and thoroughly enjoy your docs in the NS practice yet the hospital actually employs you? So how much power do the physicians have over your actual hours and employment?
I once worked for a hospital in an office and my doc did not have alot of say over what happened to me. Looking at the reply of one of your docs
"Talking to the doctors when I left the one said, "well float to our office" it seems he was trying to be helpful in finding ways to keep you working with them.
Under all of this.. it sounds like you feel as though they do not appreciate all that you have done ..I think they do but most docs are not good about saying things like that.
The office manager does not sound very helpful ..is there some friction there?
Are you now working on your RN license? There is alot of pressure as you complete the last semesters of Nursing school.. is it time to give yourself a break from the demands of thier practice?
As for floating elswhere.. even though you like NS best ..( I understand this as I am an IM nurse all the way...in the larger practice I had to float to peds.. chasing kids and giving them injections was not my idea of a good time) But the floating may make you stretch and grow. And you are way ahead of the game as you know what specialty you really like and enjoy!!
whatever happens Remember it is only for a season.....
When you finish school will they hire you back at that clnic? So much to mull over ..but again I feel that you will weather this and become stronger
keep me informed.
I will say an extra prayer for you!!
Joy and Smiles * Darla