So, I had a meeting with my Unit Based Educator and Manager as a follow up to my meeting the other day with the UBE/it was supposed to be my last mtg bf end of orientation.
I told them that while I felt ready on days, I did not on nights. That I am disorganized, and have no routine, and haven't been assigned 5 pts yet on nights. That was definitely, clearly, Absolutely ? % NOT what they wanted me to say, and I had a very hard time saying it as such. I was rebuffed. Basically told that since I am doing so well on days, nights should be just the same... and why isn't it?? I told them I wished I knew, but I suspected rotating shifts and only having worked 2 weeks of nights, intermittently, was likely at least partly the issue.
Their solution is to put me on 1 extra orientation night shift with a different preceptor (for a total of 3 shifts next week) and reevaluate after this. But they clearly intend to put me out on my own following next week regardlessof what I say.
I feel...disgruntled, and stupid for feeling disgruntled and somewhat surprised by their reaction. Obviously I am putting a monkey in the scheduling wrench. But saying I feel ready when I don't think I am would be wrong, so there's that. Not sure how I'm feeling about my floor after all this drama and discombobulation. Maybe a bit sad that I picked the wrong floor.
If anyone has any organization tips, or even feels like giving me a snapshot of what your routine is on nights, I would really appreciate it.
So, I had a meeting with my Unit Based Educator and Manager as a follow up to my meeting the other day with the UBE/it was supposed to be my last mtg bf end of orientation.
I told them that while I felt ready on days, I did not on nights. That I am disorganized, and have no routine, and haven't been assigned 5 pts yet on nights. That was definitely, clearly, Absolutely ? % NOT what they wanted me to say, and I had a very hard time saying it as such. I was rebuffed. Basically told that since I am doing so well on days, nights should be just the same... and why isn't it?? I told them I wished I knew, but I suspected rotating shifts and only having worked 2 weeks of nights, intermittently, was likely at least partly the issue.
Their solution is to put me on 1 extra orientation night shift with a different preceptor (for a total of 3 shifts next week) and reevaluate after this. But they clearly intend to put me out on my own following next week regardlessof what I say.
I feel...disgruntled, and stupid for feeling disgruntled and somewhat surprised by their reaction. Obviously I am putting a monkey in the scheduling wrench. But saying I feel ready when I don't think I am would be wrong, so there's that. Not sure how I'm feeling about my floor after all this drama and discombobulation. Maybe a bit sad that I picked the wrong floor.
If anyone has any organization tips, or even feels like giving me a snapshot of what your routine is on nights, I would really appreciate it.