Some of you may remember my previous post (WOW, only day 2) or something like that. A fairly seasoned LPN in LTC, turned RN, new to a cardiac floor in acute care. I am officialy done with orientation...a bit early (4 weeks early in fact). Im not entirely sure if its because I was doing well, or if due to staffing, nevertheless here I am.
I still have no idea what I am doing, or at least that's the narrative that plays in my head as I run around attempting to appear confident.
Will this darn thing never stop beeping, truly, how do I make it stop? The endless questions from the family member that has web MD pulled up on their phone, talking about diagnosis and tests I have never heard of?
Or "wait, he's getting antibiotics?, for what?" from the family member of the patient that has been on the unit for weeks, and on the same antibiotic since they admitted...no one ever told you this, in the 3 weeks this family member of yours has been here, and you have been here every day?? No please, let me go through his chart that is thousands of pages to find the exact reason they were started on this ?.
And my all time favorite, wait say that again? I know you are trying to tell me something, but I have no idea what you are saying...that last part, what was that? (me attempting to understand the tele tech on the other end of my volcera).?
Why for all things that are good, is the one thing you need, always on the other-side of the building?
I am trudging along friends, it isn't easy. I've only thought of quitting 47 times in the past few hours, so that's something to be proud of I suppose. I did enroll in a cardiac class that I found online so that I could get more familiar with all the terms. In general, I feel like a bobble head toy on the dash of a jeep...not really getting anywhere, but I keep moving.
Some of you may remember my previous post (WOW, only day 2) or something like that. A fairly seasoned LPN in LTC, turned RN, new to a cardiac floor in acute care. I am officialy done with orientation...a bit early (4 weeks early in fact). Im not entirely sure if its because I was doing well, or if due to staffing, nevertheless here I am.
I still have no idea what I am doing, or at least that's the narrative that plays in my head as I run around attempting to appear confident.
Will this darn thing never stop beeping, truly, how do I make it stop? The endless questions from the family member that has web MD pulled up on their phone, talking about diagnosis and tests I have never heard of?
Or "wait, he's getting antibiotics?, for what?" from the family member of the patient that has been on the unit for weeks, and on the same antibiotic since they admitted...no one ever told you this, in the 3 weeks this family member of yours has been here, and you have been here every day?? No please, let me go through his chart that is thousands of pages to find the exact reason they were started on this ?.
And my all time favorite, wait say that again? I know you are trying to tell me something, but I have no idea what you are saying...that last part, what was that? (me attempting to understand the tele tech on the other end of my volcera).?
Why for all things that are good, is the one thing you need, always on the other-side of the building?
I am trudging along friends, it isn't easy. I've only thought of quitting 47 times in the past few hours, so that's something to be proud of I suppose. I did enroll in a cardiac class that I found online so that I could get more familiar with all the terms. In general, I feel like a bobble head toy on the dash of a jeep...not really getting anywhere, but I keep moving.