It would sound hypocritical for me to say that I didn't get excited when I got my acceptance letter. Honestly, I did get excited when I read the first few words of the letter "We are pleased to inform you that..." I knew that this is it. Finally my dream is one step closer. After 3 years of roller coaster, finally a school that took my transcript,my essay, and me seriously. The excitement lasted for 30 minutes, until I realized the situation that I'm going to be in in the next 2 years. I could just imagine - me standing in front of a patient during clinicals.. and not knowing what to do. The tuition that I have to pay. The drama. The stress. It makes me want to vomit just thinking about it (I don't mean literally). I have this tendency of getting extremely anxious that my mind just goes blank. It's making me nervous just thinking that it's 4months away from stepping on that school and wearing my clinical uniform. I am ready, I hope I am. I'm a person that don't study everyday. I'll probably need to change that attitude. Also, I will be working during the day and going to school at night (until 10:30pm.) I think I am going crazy.
I want to know what to expect during Fundamentals? Med Surge? Clinicals? Which one do you think is the hardest?
So, what did you feel after you read your acceptance letter?
It would sound hypocritical for me to say that I didn't get excited when I got my acceptance letter. Honestly, I did get excited when I read the first few words of the letter "We are pleased to inform you that..." I knew that this is it. Finally my dream is one step closer. After 3 years of roller coaster, finally a school that took my transcript,my essay, and me seriously. The excitement lasted for 30 minutes, until I realized the situation that I'm going to be in in the next 2 years. I could just imagine - me standing in front of a patient during clinicals.. and not knowing what to do. The tuition that I have to pay. The drama. The stress. It makes me want to vomit just thinking about it (I don't mean literally). I have this tendency of getting extremely anxious that my mind just goes blank. It's making me nervous just thinking that it's 4months away from stepping on that school and wearing my clinical uniform. I am ready, I hope I am. I'm a person that don't study everyday. I'll probably need to change that attitude. Also, I will be working during the day and going to school at night (until 10:30pm.) I think I am going crazy.
I want to know what to expect during Fundamentals? Med Surge? Clinicals? Which one do you think is the hardest?
So, what did you feel after you read your acceptance letter?