So... I feel like a failer. I can't believe I failed my check offs for vital signs. I practiced for it and everything. I messed up reading the thermometer and got it confused with the scale. I kept miss reading it and the instructor even rolled their eyes at one point (that just really made me sad and depressed). Then I got to the pulse rate. I would feel the pulse, then once I started time it felt weaker and weaker, then gone. I tried pressing lightly and I tried pressing a little hard. Still I had about a 13 pulse difference than my instructor. Then after that failer I tried the blood pressure. The student would collapse her arm after I kept straightening it and push the cuff down off the one inch margin I tried to leave between the dip where your elbow forms and the cuff. I tried to take to listen to the brachial pulse the first time and got no sound. I felt where her pulse was but I think her arm moved again after I found it. I got a second try. At this point I was just depressed and felt really hopeless. I read the line wrong for systolic pressure.
I just don't know what to do, I read my book, and I practiced. I wish our instructors would have walked us through as a class and not just show us an example once and that's it. I don't know anyone to ask for advice or help me practice it right. I just feel like I never even practiced it right the first time after all my practicing. It depresses and embarrasses me more to know the instructor rolled her eyes at me when I tried to make sense of the thermometer. I feel like I don't even want to go back. I really want to be a nurse but it makes me question if I'm even cut out for it. Part of me feels like it's completely my fault and the other part wonders if the instructors (we have 4 just for this one class for my health practicum 1. I wonder if the fact we are cramming everything into 6 weeks for all the basic nursing things is what is effecting this too and if all schools do this; or is it just me) should have helped more.
I just don't know anymore. I guess I'm hoping to find helpful advice and examples of exactly how a good pulse rate should feel like and maybe a refresher how to read the thermometers with four lines in between each number. I just really want to get this right and try to find enough confidents to return to class this Monday.
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So... I feel like a failer. I can't believe I failed my check offs for vital signs. I practiced for it and everything. I messed up reading the thermometer and got it confused with the scale. I kept miss reading it and the instructor even rolled their eyes at one point (that just really made me sad and depressed). Then I got to the pulse rate. I would feel the pulse, then once I started time it felt weaker and weaker, then gone. I tried pressing lightly and I tried pressing a little hard. Still I had about a 13 pulse difference than my instructor. Then after that failer I tried the blood pressure. The student would collapse her arm after I kept straightening it and push the cuff down off the one inch margin I tried to leave between the dip where your elbow forms and the cuff. I tried to take to listen to the brachial pulse the first time and got no sound. I felt where her pulse was but I think her arm moved again after I found it. I got a second try. At this point I was just depressed and felt really hopeless. I read the line wrong for systolic pressure.
I just don't know what to do, I read my book, and I practiced. I wish our instructors would have walked us through as a class and not just show us an example once and that's it. I don't know anyone to ask for advice or help me practice it right. I just feel like I never even practiced it right the first time after all my practicing. It depresses and embarrasses me more to know the instructor rolled her eyes at me when I tried to make sense of the thermometer. I feel like I don't even want to go back. I really want to be a nurse but it makes me question if I'm even cut out for it. Part of me feels like it's completely my fault and the other part wonders if the instructors (we have 4 just for this one class for my health practicum 1. I wonder if the fact we are cramming everything into 6 weeks for all the basic nursing things is what is effecting this too and if all schools do this; or is it just me) should have helped more.
I just don't know anymore. I guess I'm hoping to find helpful advice and examples of exactly how a good pulse rate should feel like and maybe a refresher how to read the thermometers with four lines in between each number. I just really want to get this right and try to find enough confidents to return to class this Monday.