I just graduated from my program and have been doing my final placement for the past 6 weeks on a very busy surgical/trauma unit which I've been loving. I thought I was doing very well and keeping up, and up until last week I was taking a partial assignment. This week my preceptor gave me her full assignment as I need to be able to handle it before the placement is finished. These past 3 days have been so overwhelming I can't even describe it. I feel slow, incompetent and that my preceptor is frustrated with me (although she is amazing and very nice, I can just tell)
I have always been very good at triple checking things and doing everything that needs to be done...but on Saturday I made my first medication error. The patient was a diabetic and I checked her sugar in the morning which was high, over 20. I told my preceptor and we told the Dr, who wasnt too concerned and just told me to give 12u of her insulin - which I did. Checked it at lunch...sugars were 26. Residents were in the OR so they were unreachable for a good part of the day...but gave another 12u of insulin as per my preceptor's direction. She was on CF diet so not eating a whole lot. So the residents get back and we're trying to figure out what is going on with the sugars...I double check my MAR like I always do to make sure I gave everything and realized that under the sliding scale in the MAR there was an order to give 44u of a different kind of insulin in the morning, which I missed and didn't give.
I find it easy to miss medications there because on the MAR it says "see diabetic profile" beside all insulins and diabetic meds...so none of them are signed for right there. Anyway my stomach sank, I told my preceptor right away and we told the MD. I bawled my eyes out right in front of my preceptor because I was so upset at this error and felt so incompetent. She reassured me that mistakes happen and that I just need to learn from it so it doesnt happen again. I come in the next morning to find out that patient fell on nightshift while walking to the bathroom and had an MI...and she is now in stepdown. I can't help but think that it was my fault because her sugars were high...my preceptor assures me that it probably has little to do with that and there are other factors but i still feel terrible.
Yesterday we had 5 pts and 4 were total care. I just felt so slow, and my preceptor did care on 2 of them....I just thought to myself, what will happen when I'm on my own, and I don't have a preceptor to help me? How could I handle this type of assignment on my own? Even with her doing care on 2 of them, AND my evening meds for me...I barely got everything done on time.
I need time management tips...and prioritizing tips. Ive been going through this site looking at the other threads on this and I've gotten some helpful advise. I've also ordered a book on critical thinking and clinical judgement to help with that, as I feel I am lacking in that area.
My evaluation from my preceptor was good, and I really want a job on this unit. I just hope I didn't ruin my chances with that error.
Thanks for listening to my rant.
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Hello everyone,
I just graduated from my program and have been doing my final placement for the past 6 weeks on a very busy surgical/trauma unit which I've been loving. I thought I was doing very well and keeping up, and up until last week I was taking a partial assignment. This week my preceptor gave me her full assignment as I need to be able to handle it before the placement is finished. These past 3 days have been so overwhelming I can't even describe it. I feel slow, incompetent and that my preceptor is frustrated with me (although she is amazing and very nice, I can just tell)
I have always been very good at triple checking things and doing everything that needs to be done...but on Saturday I made my first medication error. The patient was a diabetic and I checked her sugar in the morning which was high, over 20. I told my preceptor and we told the Dr, who wasnt too concerned and just told me to give 12u of her insulin - which I did. Checked it at lunch...sugars were 26. Residents were in the OR so they were unreachable for a good part of the day...but gave another 12u of insulin as per my preceptor's direction. She was on CF diet so not eating a whole lot. So the residents get back and we're trying to figure out what is going on with the sugars...I double check my MAR like I always do to make sure I gave everything and realized that under the sliding scale in the MAR there was an order to give 44u of a different kind of insulin in the morning, which I missed and didn't give.
I find it easy to miss medications there because on the MAR it says "see diabetic profile" beside all insulins and diabetic meds...so none of them are signed for right there. Anyway my stomach sank, I told my preceptor right away and we told the MD. I bawled my eyes out right in front of my preceptor because I was so upset at this error and felt so incompetent. She reassured me that mistakes happen and that I just need to learn from it so it doesnt happen again. I come in the next morning to find out that patient fell on nightshift while walking to the bathroom and had an MI...and she is now in stepdown. I can't help but think that it was my fault because her sugars were high...my preceptor assures me that it probably has little to do with that and there are other factors but i still feel terrible.
Yesterday we had 5 pts and 4 were total care. I just felt so slow, and my preceptor did care on 2 of them....I just thought to myself, what will happen when I'm on my own, and I don't have a preceptor to help me? How could I handle this type of assignment on my own? Even with her doing care on 2 of them, AND my evening meds for me...I barely got everything done on time.
I need time management tips...and prioritizing tips. Ive been going through this site looking at the other threads on this and I've gotten some helpful advise. I've also ordered a book on critical thinking and clinical judgement to help with that, as I feel I am lacking in that area.
My evaluation from my preceptor was good, and I really want a job on this unit. I just hope I didn't ruin my chances with that error.
Thanks for listening to my rant.