Hello I am new to allnurses and I just wanted to share my story mostly because I still feel incredibly terrible about this and feel the need to discuss.
I started working in a fairly acute care hospital in June 2010. I have had 4 medication errors since I have started and I am just terrified of losing my job.
#1 Drew up and mixed a patient's IV medication that was due at 0600 on a night shift. I had put it in the patient's drawer (we have med carts) as instructed by my mentor (I was doing a new grad initiative) as we needed to attend to another patient at that moment. All the while looking after this other patient I completely forgot to give the patient the medication and the morning staff found the IV bag when they went to give the patient's morning meds.
#2 Missed a dose of a patient's antibiotics. Patient was a transfer from the ICU and on receiving report the reporting RN mentioned that they had not had a chance to give the patient their antibiotic. After report I went about my business and completely forgot that this patient still needed to receive their antibiotic.
#3 Went in to give a patient their evening medication and forgot to remove their Nitro patch. Whether is was found by another nurse on the next shift or the next morning when the nurse went to apply the new patch I'm not sure but either way still a HUGE no no.
#4 Gave a patient their antibiotic IV instead of PO. Patient had previously been on an IV dose of this antibiotic but had been changed to PO. At our hospital we do not get new MARs printed everyday, we use the same one for a week so when a medication is changed the old order is crossed out in red and the new order written below. This particular medication route change I believe was on the same page and either I overlooked the route or had been looking at the wrong order (it is difficult to distinguish new/old orders even with the red marking because medication administration times, new drs orders for meds, etc. are also written on the MARs in red ink).
I take full responsibility for all these errors as I was at fault and they were not 'system' errors. Thankfully none of these errors had a harmful effect on any of the patients. Incident reports were written up for all these errors and I was approached by management about #1 and #3 only regarding how to not let it happen again. The other two have not been discussed. I have never been approached regarding a reprimand nor a probationary period but I still feel like I am very close to losing my job. Every shift I come in to work I am fearful of receiving an email/phone call regarding termination/another med error. I am also very concerned that in only 11 months I have managed to make 4 medication errors. It worries me on a regular basis and although I tried to look at the positives (noone was harmed and I took these as a learning experience) I still managed to make the same mistake twice (dose omission). I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong or what else I can do to ensure I do not make further mistakes?
I am most fearful of making a mistake on a day shift during 0800 medication rounds as we need to share the medication cart between two nurses, one gets it first for their patients, the other gets it after. I already feel so rushed in the morning with patient meals, pt requests, needing to get patients to their daily inpatient appointments and having to get through my medication pass in a timely manner so that the other nurse can do hers as well.
Not sure what else I can do other than continue to take my time (as I know medication administration isn't the time to rush), ensure to do my 7 rights, and writting down any meds that remain to be given to a patient we get from a transfer etc. I now check all my patient's medication drawers to ensure I have given everyone their meds. I have also learnt to bring a baggie (for patches) or write down anything that may not be 'giving' patients a medication but removing patches etc. so as to not forget to do these once I am in the patient's room. I continue to lose sleep over these errors which unfortunately may lead to drowsiness/lack of sleep and may ultimately lead to further medication errors. I'm not sure how to get out of this cycle. If anyone has any suggestions for me it would be greatly appreciated.
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Hello I am new to allnurses and I just wanted to share my story mostly because I still feel incredibly terrible about this and feel the need to discuss.
I started working in a fairly acute care hospital in June 2010. I have had 4 medication errors since I have started and I am just terrified of losing my job.
#1 Drew up and mixed a patient's IV medication that was due at 0600 on a night shift. I had put it in the patient's drawer (we have med carts) as instructed by my mentor (I was doing a new grad initiative) as we needed to attend to another patient at that moment. All the while looking after this other patient I completely forgot to give the patient the medication and the morning staff found the IV bag when they went to give the patient's morning meds.
#2 Missed a dose of a patient's antibiotics. Patient was a transfer from the ICU and on receiving report the reporting RN mentioned that they had not had a chance to give the patient their antibiotic. After report I went about my business and completely forgot that this patient still needed to receive their antibiotic.
#3 Went in to give a patient their evening medication and forgot to remove their Nitro patch. Whether is was found by another nurse on the next shift or the next morning when the nurse went to apply the new patch I'm not sure but either way still a HUGE no no.
#4 Gave a patient their antibiotic IV instead of PO. Patient had previously been on an IV dose of this antibiotic but had been changed to PO. At our hospital we do not get new MARs printed everyday, we use the same one for a week so when a medication is changed the old order is crossed out in red and the new order written below. This particular medication route change I believe was on the same page and either I overlooked the route or had been looking at the wrong order (it is difficult to distinguish new/old orders even with the red marking because medication administration times, new drs orders for meds, etc. are also written on the MARs in red ink).
I take full responsibility for all these errors as I was at fault and they were not 'system' errors. Thankfully none of these errors had a harmful effect on any of the patients. Incident reports were written up for all these errors and I was approached by management about #1 and #3 only regarding how to not let it happen again. The other two have not been discussed. I have never been approached regarding a reprimand nor a probationary period but I still feel like I am very close to losing my job. Every shift I come in to work I am fearful of receiving an email/phone call regarding termination/another med error. I am also very concerned that in only 11 months I have managed to make 4 medication errors. It worries me on a regular basis and although I tried to look at the positives (noone was harmed and I took these as a learning experience) I still managed to make the same mistake twice (dose omission). I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong or what else I can do to ensure I do not make further mistakes?
I am most fearful of making a mistake on a day shift during 0800 medication rounds as we need to share the medication cart between two nurses, one gets it first for their patients, the other gets it after. I already feel so rushed in the morning with patient meals, pt requests, needing to get patients to their daily inpatient appointments and having to get through my medication pass in a timely manner so that the other nurse can do hers as well.
Not sure what else I can do other than continue to take my time (as I know medication administration isn't the time to rush), ensure to do my 7 rights, and writting down any meds that remain to be given to a patient we get from a transfer etc. I now check all my patient's medication drawers to ensure I have given everyone their meds. I have also learnt to bring a baggie (for patches) or write down anything that may not be 'giving' patients a medication but removing patches etc. so as to not forget to do these once I am in the patient's room. I continue to lose sleep over these errors which unfortunately may lead to drowsiness/lack of sleep and may ultimately lead to further medication errors. I'm not sure how to get out of this cycle. If anyone has any suggestions for me it would be greatly appreciated.