On the surface I would seem like the luckiest person in the world. I landed a hospital job - med/surg - as a new grad in a very competitive city and market. I was thrilled when I got the job, excited during orientation. Learning a lot on my own. But I am finding a tremendous amount of ethical issues that just don't sit right with me shift after shift. I know many people will say these issues exist everywhere. But does that make them okay? Do I want to be implicated in these unethical and inhumane actions? This is definitely not why I became a nurse. Here is a shortlist:
- A manager who doesn't care about ANYTHING you bring to his attention on the unit, just throws it right back at you like you are doing something wrong when you say you need supplies or you need help with a problem
- Lack of nurses aides leads to an inability to turn and position on schedule, especially very obese patients
- A hospital that spends money on frilly VIP kinds of things but not on sufficient staffing or even addressing basic safety issues.
- Requests for equipment training that go unanswered
- Disprespectful physicians who literally tell you "not to bother them unless a patient is dying" (and that's a direct quote)
- Safety issues galore including broken equipment, non-working or missing IV pumps and there aren't even enough for the floor so you have to hang most bags by gravity, sometime certain needle gauges or sizes are out of stock so you have to use other less safe ones, full sharps containers that facilities maintenance will not change no matter how many times you call
Here's my thing. People try to say it's okay, it's just the way it is. I'm so uncomfortable with this because it doesn't have to be this way, nor should it. Does survival mean going along with these unsafe practices? What if you are penalized for speaking up? Do you just walk away from all of it? Is there anyplace better to go or is this just the way all hospitals are? This is truly disheartening and sad. I find solutions where I can but I can't force some of these issues and I've grown really uncomfortable with the feeling like I could make a mistake that didn't have to happen if things were run as they should be. So what does one do? Do you make this your "normal" to survive? How do you live day to day in good conscience knowing that you practice in a completely unsafe and poorly managed environment? I swear I wouldn't even send someone I really disliked to this hospital because I wouldn't wish that kind of harm on anyone.
On the surface I would seem like the luckiest person in the world. I landed a hospital job - med/surg - as a new grad in a very competitive city and market. I was thrilled when I got the job, excited during orientation. Learning a lot on my own. But I am finding a tremendous amount of ethical issues that just don't sit right with me shift after shift. I know many people will say these issues exist everywhere. But does that make them okay? Do I want to be implicated in these unethical and inhumane actions? This is definitely not why I became a nurse. Here is a shortlist:
- A manager who doesn't care about ANYTHING you bring to his attention on the unit, just throws it right back at you like you are doing something wrong when you say you need supplies or you need help with a problem
- Lack of nurses aides leads to an inability to turn and position on schedule, especially very obese patients
- A hospital that spends money on frilly VIP kinds of things but not on sufficient staffing or even addressing basic safety issues.
- Requests for equipment training that go unanswered
- Disprespectful physicians who literally tell you "not to bother them unless a patient is dying" (and that's a direct quote)
- Safety issues galore including broken equipment, non-working or missing IV pumps and there aren't even enough for the floor so you have to hang most bags by gravity, sometime certain needle gauges or sizes are out of stock so you have to use other less safe ones, full sharps containers that facilities maintenance will not change no matter how many times you call
Here's my thing. People try to say it's okay, it's just the way it is. I'm so uncomfortable with this because it doesn't have to be this way, nor should it. Does survival mean going along with these unsafe practices? What if you are penalized for speaking up? Do you just walk away from all of it? Is there anyplace better to go or is this just the way all hospitals are? This is truly disheartening and sad. I find solutions where I can but I can't force some of these issues and I've grown really uncomfortable with the feeling like I could make a mistake that didn't have to happen if things were run as they should be. So what does one do? Do you make this your "normal" to survive? How do you live day to day in good conscience knowing that you practice in a completely unsafe and poorly managed environment? I swear I wouldn't even send someone I really disliked to this hospital because I wouldn't wish that kind of harm on anyone.