I have a very odd question to ask: How do I get back to work as a nursing assistant? As some of you may read about a month ago.. I was fired. For incompetence as well as a bit of an angry outburst. Im an LPN, just got my license in 2012, and the thought of going back to being a nurse makes me feel horrible. I was so unhappy with the job. Since the day I began working as a nurse ive slowly become more and more angry and frustrated. I absolutely hated being a nurse. I dont even want to be a medication aid. I dont want to touch pills. I went into the field of nursing to "be there" for someone in need..
I was proud as a nursing assistant. I felt great. I was always told how nice and patient I was by residents. I was often told I was their favorite. Female residents wanted me to care for them over other female staff. I didn't have to worry about giving anyone medication, or assesing or talking to an angry doctor or calling the shots. Another thing I just HATED about the job, was being the "leader" or the "boss". As a nurse I was happy to get paid more, but after awhile there was something I missed, and it was the feeling that I was competent, and capable. I missed people knowing they could count on me. I miss feeling like the best guy for the job. And im ready to take a lower salary to have those things back.
Im currently working in a warehouse putting groceries on a pallet. It pays even better than a nurse, eventually if one sticks at the job long enough and is productive enough they will get as much as an RN makes, no education or training needed. Im not getting what I want out of this job either though... Im not able to feel like the best guy for the job. I dont feel like I fit in at the warehouse. Its hurting my shoulders having to jerk those packages off the ramps all day, and having to turn the wheel so far on the forklift cart to make sharp turns strains my shoulders even more. I never had this problem lifting people out of beds. Im not meeting the minimum productivity standards for this warehouse either... nowhere near it. And I do not see myself making it, ever. Im just not that fast. I am getting so stressed that I cant sleep, which is why im here typing to get all this off my chest even though I have to be there again in just a few hours.
Family and friends are going to be so upset with me. There going to be so confused as to why I would go through all the training and then become a CNA again. I could work at wal mart or something and make almost as much... But I dont see myself stocking shelves or being a cashier very well.. I made an amazing CNA and I wish i could go back... In fact I wish that instead of going anywhere near college that I would have just gotten this certification right out of high school and stayed there. But everyone, family, friend and peers said "your too smart for that job"...
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I have a very odd question to ask: How do I get back to work as a nursing assistant? As some of you may read about a month ago.. I was fired. For incompetence as well as a bit of an angry outburst. Im an LPN, just got my license in 2012, and the thought of going back to being a nurse makes me feel horrible. I was so unhappy with the job. Since the day I began working as a nurse ive slowly become more and more angry and frustrated. I absolutely hated being a nurse. I dont even want to be a medication aid. I dont want to touch pills. I went into the field of nursing to "be there" for someone in need..
I was proud as a nursing assistant. I felt great. I was always told how nice and patient I was by residents. I was often told I was their favorite. Female residents wanted me to care for them over other female staff. I didn't have to worry about giving anyone medication, or assesing or talking to an angry doctor or calling the shots. Another thing I just HATED about the job, was being the "leader" or the "boss". As a nurse I was happy to get paid more, but after awhile there was something I missed, and it was the feeling that I was competent, and capable. I missed people knowing they could count on me. I miss feeling like the best guy for the job. And im ready to take a lower salary to have those things back.
Im currently working in a warehouse putting groceries on a pallet. It pays even better than a nurse, eventually if one sticks at the job long enough and is productive enough they will get as much as an RN makes, no education or training needed. Im not getting what I want out of this job either though... Im not able to feel like the best guy for the job. I dont feel like I fit in at the warehouse. Its hurting my shoulders having to jerk those packages off the ramps all day, and having to turn the wheel so far on the forklift cart to make sharp turns strains my shoulders even more. I never had this problem lifting people out of beds. Im not meeting the minimum productivity standards for this warehouse either... nowhere near it. And I do not see myself making it, ever. Im just not that fast. I am getting so stressed that I cant sleep, which is why im here typing to get all this off my chest even though I have to be there again in just a few hours.
Family and friends are going to be so upset with me. There going to be so confused as to why I would go through all the training and then become a CNA again. I could work at wal mart or something and make almost as much... But I dont see myself stocking shelves or being a cashier very well.. I made an amazing CNA and I wish i could go back... In fact I wish that instead of going anywhere near college that I would have just gotten this certification right out of high school and stayed there. But everyone, family, friend and peers said "your too smart for that job"...