Background: new nurse, graduated in May, started in July. Career change after a very difficult job loss in a profession I loved (teaching). No hospital experience prior to nursing school. Spent 3 months on orientation, 1 month off then switched units so I'm on orientation again. Population of new unit is generally higher acuity and more specialized (cancer pts).
Here is my basic question. I feel my preceptor is very frustrated by my lack of ability to just "get" things. This conversation is normal:
Preceptor: I showed you "x" yesterday. How come when you tried "x" by yourself today you weren't sure how to do it?
Me: (in my head): because *watching* someone doesn't mean I can somehow magically do it right on my own... (especially when every day I feel like I learn so many new things - I just can't retain it all!).
I still have trouble with blood draws (using butterflies) - I don't have the dexterity to change vacutainers or syringes and keep the butterfly in place without a second set of hands (I've done maybe 10-15 sticks in 4 months - most draws are from PIVs on my unit).
I have tried to change a central line dressing three times and messed up on something each time.
I still can not put in IVs. Have missed the last 3 or 4 I've tried.
Still struggle with straight caths (have only done maybe 3-4) - really just females. Have never done a Foley on a real person.
Put in 1 NG tube just fine. Failed on the next 2. Haven't had to try a fourth.
I just feel like its one skill after another that I can't do. Hospital protocols for things (like blood transfusions) seem to have so many steps that I go home and type up my own cheat sheets and get made fun of for thinking the process is hard enough that it requires a cheat sheet...
I'm a reasonably smart person I think and I *feel* like I can't be the only one who couldn't develop the fine motor skills and coordination to do some of these procedures by doing them just once... but lately on my unit that is the way I'm beginning to feel...
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Background: new nurse, graduated in May, started in July. Career change after a very difficult job loss in a profession I loved (teaching). No hospital experience prior to nursing school. Spent 3 months on orientation, 1 month off then switched units so I'm on orientation again. Population of new unit is generally higher acuity and more specialized (cancer pts).
Here is my basic question. I feel my preceptor is very frustrated by my lack of ability to just "get" things. This conversation is normal:
Preceptor: I showed you "x" yesterday. How come when you tried "x" by yourself today you weren't sure how to do it?
Me: (in my head): because *watching* someone doesn't mean I can somehow magically do it right on my own... (especially when every day I feel like I learn so many new things - I just can't retain it all!).
I still have trouble with blood draws (using butterflies) - I don't have the dexterity to change vacutainers or syringes and keep the butterfly in place without a second set of hands (I've done maybe 10-15 sticks in 4 months - most draws are from PIVs on my unit).
I have tried to change a central line dressing three times and messed up on something each time.
I still can not put in IVs. Have missed the last 3 or 4 I've tried.
Still struggle with straight caths (have only done maybe 3-4) - really just females. Have never done a Foley on a real person.
Put in 1 NG tube just fine. Failed on the next 2. Haven't had to try a fourth.
I just feel like its one skill after another that I can't do. Hospital protocols for things (like blood transfusions) seem to have so many steps that I go home and type up my own cheat sheets and get made fun of for thinking the process is hard enough that it requires a cheat sheet...
I'm a reasonably smart person I think and I *feel* like I can't be the only one who couldn't develop the fine motor skills and coordination to do some of these procedures by doing them just once... but lately on my unit that is the way I'm beginning to feel...