Almost dome with the program. What now ? Under what circumstances do I have to disclose my past ? How can I use my experience to help other nurses ? How should I react when I encounter my for me coworkers? It seems like they are perfect am I am still - not. It seems like some things can be forgiven but some things cannot. Like mental illness and drug addiction. Do people really thimk I choose to be this way? I have accepted myself for who I am . I am sorry for what I was but not for who I am. How can I help others ?