Bortaz, RN: I have never posted here, but I'm an avid reader of AN, and have seen numerous posts you have made, in order to encourage or help someone. A similar situation happened to our unit about a month ago. It's just something about the NICU world, everyone is a true team. You laugh, question, clean, and nurse together. And when those losses come, you can feel it, as well as see it in the eyes of every staff member in the unit. Sending some prayers/ good ju-ju for your unit!