Well, I hope they go off more than just that. I have a friend who is in TNPAP, and he had to go inpatient (Accused of stealing drugs, which he didn't, his urine test came back clean, and he messed up and got a DUI which was his first ever arrest in 38 years). I know what I did was pretty bad, My employer got proof that I have been having a good friend (who is also a nurse practitioner) give me my psychiatric medication. I was stable on the medication so instead of going to see someone I just took the easy way out and they called it in for me to grab. A lot of **** has been going on and I asked them to call me in some Klonopin (I saw that same friend 3-4 years ago for Klonopin). To top it off my employer found some proof I had been using marijuana. So I am being reported for marijuana usage, and treating my own psychiatric needs as a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner and having a friend give me a controlled substance (I still have 17/30 pills from 3 months ago). I really don't need any type of inpatient treatment, I don't really need any treatment at all. I made a mistake, and I know I am still going to have private insurance when I go to be evaluated... I am scared