SavedNurse

Any insight on this it sounds too good to be tru than I google it and it looks like I will never get my license back?

I am going to address the idea that everyone else has as well; stick it out. The first year to any job is going to be difficult, regardless of the trade skills you learned. Think of it this way, a hair stylists, a mechanic, a chef all go through the same years of struggle as they gain experience. Time management will come as you establish a routine and the abilities in your newly learned field. Do not let your self doubt and anxiety cripple you-- it will rob you of any job, any education you have or any other ones you think will fix it in the future. Take time, practice, keep asking for advice when you need it. And keep working. So it takes you and extra half an hour? so what? you're doing it well aren't you? Keep at it (and takes breaks so you don't get burnt out).

If your college has a disability services center, you may be able to get tested. There are learning disabilities possible with math (dyscalculia/math dyslexia) and if you are having such consistent difficulties even with the extra help of tutors the test results may offer some insight into how to allow you to learn. Honestly, I squeaked by all the Algebra requirements and fulfilled Statistics (much much much easier) by the skin of my teeth, but the additional time and help allowed it to happen. Do not get discouraged, you will get through this.