I'm in my 7th month of being a new nurse and I love my floor. I've always had support and never have any issues and I couldn't be happier. Today I was floated to another floor for the first time ever. It was extremely chaotic and I had 4 patients including a direct admit instead of the usual 3 patients I have on my floor. In all honesty I've never actually done a full direct admit myself because I work in a half PCU/ICU floor and nearly all the patients we get are from the ICU just being downgraded.
Today was the absolute worst day of my nursing career. Not only could I not find anything, remember door codes, print my patient's info out without a hassle... it was just a busy, awful day. I had no access to the med cart, couldn't scan my badge to do accuchecks or find any of the supplies that I needed. Didn't even finish getting report until 8am so I felt so behind whereas my unit we are done with report by 715am. My total care patient's family was hovering over me all day and interfering with the care and my other lady was needing round the clock pain meds and needing people to get things for her. My direct admit lady was the worst, just all over the place. Acting as if she was drunk and walking around about to fall over. Would not listen to a word I said. Not to mention sitting on lines and rolling out and ripping out her IV.
She came in with chest pain and SOB and they found in the ED bilateral pulmonary embolisms in both lower lobes. She also has a history of GI issues such as peptic ulcer and her stool was positive for occult blood. They wanted to get GI approval before starting anticoagulation. Critical care saw her as well as cardiology and they didn't order anything. I called GI twice and asked about the diet order because the patient was raising hell about being NPO. I had to get the charge nurse in there and she was just yelling and yelling. I completely forgot about asking if they wanted to start heparin.
Didn't even finish giving report until 8pm which is so late for what I'm used to. So after my horrible day i go to my car and just cry. First time ever. I go home thinking everything is over and tomorrow is another day. I get a call from the unit around 11pm asking about why I didn't call the doctor about the heparin. She gives me attitude and now I feel like I made a huge mistake. I start crying again. I'm so overwhelmed right now and worried that I made such a mistake that I will get fired or lose my license that I worked so hard for and just got. I never would have missed this on the comfort of my own unit. I'm so worked up about this I can't sleep and tomorrow is supposed to be my third day. I can't even fantom going to work tomorrow because I am so upset and the fact that I am not getting any sleep even though I would be back on my own unit.
I don't understand why this wouldn't have been addressed in the ED when the patient had been there since 6am (I didn't get the patient until 3pm). I was so overwhelmed with having 4 patients as it is and having to do all this direct admit stuff that I never do. I am so worried that I am going to get in trouble over this. I hate calling in and don't want to do this to people but I literally cannot see myself working tomorrow after the day I had. Can anyone offer any advice?
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I'm in my 7th month of being a new nurse and I love my floor. I've always had support and never have any issues and I couldn't be happier. Today I was floated to another floor for the first time ever. It was extremely chaotic and I had 4 patients including a direct admit instead of the usual 3 patients I have on my floor. In all honesty I've never actually done a full direct admit myself because I work in a half PCU/ICU floor and nearly all the patients we get are from the ICU just being downgraded.
Today was the absolute worst day of my nursing career. Not only could I not find anything, remember door codes, print my patient's info out without a hassle... it was just a busy, awful day. I had no access to the med cart, couldn't scan my badge to do accuchecks or find any of the supplies that I needed. Didn't even finish getting report until 8am so I felt so behind whereas my unit we are done with report by 715am. My total care patient's family was hovering over me all day and interfering with the care and my other lady was needing round the clock pain meds and needing people to get things for her. My direct admit lady was the worst, just all over the place. Acting as if she was drunk and walking around about to fall over. Would not listen to a word I said. Not to mention sitting on lines and rolling out and ripping out her IV.
She came in with chest pain and SOB and they found in the ED bilateral pulmonary embolisms in both lower lobes. She also has a history of GI issues such as peptic ulcer and her stool was positive for occult blood. They wanted to get GI approval before starting anticoagulation. Critical care saw her as well as cardiology and they didn't order anything. I called GI twice and asked about the diet order because the patient was raising hell about being NPO. I had to get the charge nurse in there and she was just yelling and yelling. I completely forgot about asking if they wanted to start heparin.
Didn't even finish giving report until 8pm which is so late for what I'm used to. So after my horrible day i go to my car and just cry. First time ever. I go home thinking everything is over and tomorrow is another day. I get a call from the unit around 11pm asking about why I didn't call the doctor about the heparin. She gives me attitude and now I feel like I made a huge mistake. I start crying again. I'm so overwhelmed right now and worried that I made such a mistake that I will get fired or lose my license that I worked so hard for and just got. I never would have missed this on the comfort of my own unit. I'm so worked up about this I can't sleep and tomorrow is supposed to be my third day. I can't even fantom going to work tomorrow because I am so upset and the fact that I am not getting any sleep even though I would be back on my own unit.
I don't understand why this wouldn't have been addressed in the ED when the patient had been there since 6am (I didn't get the patient until 3pm). I was so overwhelmed with having 4 patients as it is and having to do all this direct admit stuff that I never do. I am so worried that I am going to get in trouble over this. I hate calling in and don't want to do this to people but I literally cannot see myself working tomorrow after the day I had. Can anyone offer any advice?