I'm an RN working at a LTAC, and believe it or not, I really like working there. I was full-time with a 6a-2p schedule. Perfect for me and my family. Until bam, out of no where my body started to give out. I had uncontrollable wide spread muscle spasms, numbness in legs and arms, tripping, trouble swallowing. I went down to part-time, but I still just couldn't recover after working a shift. I went to see a neurologist, had several tests and labs, was tested for MS, Myasthenia Gravis, all tests are negative. I have then been passed on to a neuromuscular doc and am awaiting hole punch biopsies to see the condition of my small fiber nerves in June. I am heartbroken that I can not work. The facility did allow me to go PRN, and as long as I come in once every 90 days, I can keep this status, even if it is just for an inservice. I have stopped by work a few times, on my 'good days' to visit residents and coworkers. I want nothing more that to go back to work. I have been at home, unable and not allowed (per dr order) to work. I worked so hard to become and RN and even have my BSN. I know I should be taking this time to heel and rest, but my desire to be back doing what I love to do causes me so much unrest. I am blessed to have a supportive family and a spouse that is able to keep our family financially afloat. I know that I'm lucky with a supportive family and workplace, but I just want back.
How have others dealt with situations like this? How do I be okay with taking a break from a career I love and want to get back to so badly?
I'm an RN working at a LTAC, and believe it or not, I really like working there. I was full-time with a 6a-2p schedule. Perfect for me and my family. Until bam, out of no where my body started to give out. I had uncontrollable wide spread muscle spasms, numbness in legs and arms, tripping, trouble swallowing. I went down to part-time, but I still just couldn't recover after working a shift. I went to see a neurologist, had several tests and labs, was tested for MS, Myasthenia Gravis, all tests are negative. I have then been passed on to a neuromuscular doc and am awaiting hole punch biopsies to see the condition of my small fiber nerves in June. I am heartbroken that I can not work. The facility did allow me to go PRN, and as long as I come in once every 90 days, I can keep this status, even if it is just for an inservice. I have stopped by work a few times, on my 'good days' to visit residents and coworkers. I want nothing more that to go back to work. I have been at home, unable and not allowed (per dr order) to work. I worked so hard to become and RN and even have my BSN. I know I should be taking this time to heel and rest, but my desire to be back doing what I love to do causes me so much unrest. I am blessed to have a supportive family and a spouse that is able to keep our family financially afloat. I know that I'm lucky with a supportive family and workplace, but I just want back.
How have others dealt with situations like this? How do I be okay with taking a break from a career I love and want to get back to so badly?