Ugh, regret!
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This morning I've felt like I've made the worst decision in my short (8 months out of school) career thusfar. I had a resident (I work in LTC) go out for a simple surgery this morning to replace batteries in a kind of neurostimulator system he has implanted to control his Parkinson's Sx. I gave him his Sinemet a bit early along with a seroquel to keep him calm. He asked me if he could take a dose of sinemet and a seroquel with him in case he got delayed to or from the surgery. STUPIDLY I put them in a small crush packet for him and let he and his wife go.
I hate the feeling I have right now. I feel as if I was trying to do the right thing, but didn't think things out first. I was in a big rush this morning to get him settled and out the door, which is no excuse in the end. I am praying that this situation just slides. I keep having this ominous feeling that my ADON will find out about it and chew me out. Her wrath is something I just don't think I could face.
I have never done anything like this before, and have never felt so stupid and so much regret.
Thanks for letting me vent. I know at the end of the day this resident won't be dead or seriously harmed, but it is just really getting to me right now.