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:oHI everybody,
I am sorry but I need to vent. Let me start by saying I am a new grad in the ICU who got off orientation at easter time. I work 12 hour midnights with a very "young" staff of RN's who have similar to 1-3 years experience. I came into work the other night to a very difficult situation.
I was assigned the hardest patient on the floor by the charge nurse, which is okay but I quickly felt uncomfortable. My pt was in full blown DIC. She was a HIT pt and had more drips then I have ever seen in my life. She had d5 with 3 amps bicarb, diprivan, vasopressin, levo, ns for piggybacks, morphine drip (but was a full code), and tpn/lipids. All of this was going through a Right IJ triple lumen with cordis, also CVP lumen, R subclavian triple, and she had a right femoral art line. I was struggling to find out what was compatible to run everything. She was oozing from all these. She had blood running down her face from eyes, nose, and mouth. She had no reflexes (blink gag cough), and was incredibly busy with 24 packs of platelets, 4 units of ffp, 2 units blood, and xigris on my 12 hour shift. The patient was on pressure control vent (which I don't think I am totally grasping the concept of), we usually have people on AC. I was drawing ABG's every 30-60 minutes and talked to the intesivist 5 times. I felt so overwhelmed, and I feel like I did nothing for her. Even on 100% PC vent she was sating like 65%. To top it all off our unit has been in contact iso for 2 weeks for acinobactor, so gowning and gloving for everything. I have to work tomarrow, and really do not want to go. I was asking people for help, but was so busy I couldn't really tell them how to help me. I feel like I did nothing for this patient, who seemed close to death when I left.
I feel like the other nurses were mad because I had one pt, while another nurse was tripled, and could barely keep up with that. I felt so out of control my entire shift, that I came home and slept for close to 18 hours! I did not bathe her as, she was not tolerating movement (b/p down even on pressors). The nurse before me was tripled with this pt. Am I that unorganized that I can't keep up? I am feeling disgusted with myself for freaking out a bit, and irritated that I felt like I was drowning. I have been on the unit since January and feel like I am a slow learner. Anyone have any advice about 1)pressure control vent 2)how to be more calm and 3)any advice for a new nurse in ICU
Help is greatly appreciated
Courtney