3rd time is really a charm

i took my nclex-pn in the beginning of august the first time, and it shut off after 131 questions and i had failed. so i went at it again in september, and i had studied really hard and ended up taking the entire test, all 205 questions, i was a nervous wreck for 2 days, and was reading everything i could on here to give myself some hope, but again i failed. i felt so defeated like what's wrong with me? why can't i pass this test? so again i studied, and scheduled my test for 11/24/08 and one of my class mates helped me out too. i did my best to relax about it and just say 'its just a test' (i have really bad test anxiety) so i go in and i sit down to take my test, i took it in a different location and everything. so i get to question 85 and i was like ok, now at any point it will shut off on me. so i answer question 85 and the computer shut off. i was so surprised. i was like ok this is a good sign, and everyone i talked to agreed. so i'm waiting the two days and starting to get nervous, and when the time came i didn't even want to look at the screen to tell me. when i looked, it finally said PASS!!! i just started crying, i felt so relieved. no more studying for this, all my hard work finally paid off. so now i can finally say that i am an LPN!:nuke::nuke::nuke: