Well, here's my story. I worked as an aide for 7 years before becoming a nurse. It was the only job that I didn't want to quit a month after starting, so of course advancing my career and becoming a nurse was the next step, right? I have been an RN for 13 months in a rural hospital where we do it all.Tried home health and helping the DON out. These things are ok but not something I would like to do forever. I absolutley hate the feelings I have when I am at work, trying to get an IV in and can't, feeling like a failure because someone has to do my job for me. I hate giving a med after checking and rechecking all the "rights" and then thinking later I have given the wrong med (even though I hadn't). The feeling in my stomach is undescribable. But the worst thing ever is being AT HOME and thinking about my last couple of shifts, worrying about missing something, thinking of how I could have done something different or possibly not remembering to chart something because I didn't have time because I was still trying to get everything else done an hour after I was suppose to be off shift. I want a job that I don't have to think about until I am actually there. I don't want to feel sick to my stomach before, during, and after every shift. I am now checking into going to school to be a medical lab tech. I wish I wouldn't have wasted $31,000, but what is more important, being a happy loving mother and wife, or money? By the way, I am not depressed and the issue in this thread does not necessarily mean the person needs counseling. It just means there are some who can do this job and there are some who cannot.