If the hospital pressed criminal charges I think you would have already known. They might, mine didn't. They agreed that if I reported myself they would not. If you self report to your alternative to discipline now before the board mandates it may be more favorable for you as you are being proactive. It's easy to just say eff it and relinquish but it does have it's own ramifications with the OIG. Good luck whatever you decide. We have been in your shoes and you can come back from this!