Published Nov 10, 2011
tewdles, RN
3,156 Posts
Hello to all,
Many of you recognize my nick here on alnurses, I have been visiting for awhile.
I am in the midst of my chemo for appendcial cancer. I pretty much feel like i am dying for 10 our of the 14 day cycle, eat very little, drink very little energy. I use the salt water and bicarb swish and swallows for my mouth and through but that helps me very little with the lower GI mucositis (lovely, lovely side effect).
I have spent the past 4.5 months trying to remain a hospice nurse and not a hospice patient...now my employment may me in jeopardy.
Mostly I am looking for encouragement here. This is not a nice cancer and I am unbelieveably sad and depressed about my circumstances.
I know that I cannot seek medical advice here, and honestly that is no what I am seeking. Just some moral support, maybe a few words of wisdom. Thanks, my friends
Penelope_Pitstop, BSN, RN
2,368 Posts
Tewdles...
I am sorry that you are going through all of this. I admire your tenacity. You are fighting the good fight, and somehow finding time to share your wisdom with a bunch of strangers on the internet.
A friend's mother is currently battling primary appendix cancer as well (stage 4 signet ring). She is hospitalized as we speak, so I know from my interactions with that family that this cancer sucks. (ALL cancers suck, of course, but this is in the top three of nasty cancers, I think).
Please keep us updated, and I know we will keep you lifted up in prayer and thought.
*Hugs*
leslie :-D
11,191 Posts
(((tewdles))), i had no idea.
i do fully believe you are one of those people whose strength and determination, will conquer and thrive.
i don't want to be cliche or redundant, but often it really is a matter of one day, one hour at a time...
and lots of support and love.
here are a couple of links that i hope you will benefit from...
lots of info and support groups.
http://www.pmppals.org/appendix-cancer-support.html
and a word from the survivors:
http://www.pmppals.org/appendix-cancer-survivors.html
most sincerely, pm me anytime at all.
leslie:redbeathe
Thanks for your words of encouragment! Leslie I will check out the web sites tomorrow.
I also was lucky enough to have signet cells as part of my pathology. I swear that oncologists equate them with the boogey man.
eagle78
304 Posts
My prayers are with you. Lots and lots of hugs :hug:. Try to pamper yourself and not worry so much, "a cheerful heart is good medicine but a crushed spirit dries up the bones" Proverbs 17:22
One of the drugs in my chemo cocktail came with a wonderful side affect that left everything tasting like metal... I know it is hard to deal with but I pray that you can find strength. Peace...
My prayers are with you. Lots and lots of hugs :hug:. Try to pamper yourself and not worry so much, "a cheerful heart is good medicine but a crushed spirit dries up the bones" Proverbs 17:22One of the drugs in my chemo cocktail came with a wonderful side affect that left everything tasting like metal... I know it is hard to deal with but I pray that you can find strength. Peace...
how are you doing these days, eagle?
leslie
how are you doing these days, eagle?leslie
I am fine Leslie, thanks for asking. Just trying to keep up with these young kids in school...:icon_roll
OCNRN63, RN
5,978 Posts
Hello to all,Many of you recognize my nick here on alnurses, I have been visiting for awhile.I am in the midst of my chemo for appendcial cancer. I pretty much feel like i am dying for 10 our of the 14 day cycle, eat very little, drink very little energy. I use the salt water and bicarb swish and swallows for my mouth and through but that helps me very little with the lower GI mucositis (lovely, lovely side effect).I have spent the past 4.5 months trying to remain a hospice nurse and not a hospice patient...now my employment may me in jeopardy.Mostly I am looking for encouragement here. This is not a nice cancer and I am unbelieveably sad and depressed about my circumstances.I know that I cannot seek medical advice here, and honestly that is no what I am seeking. Just some moral support, maybe a few words of wisdom. Thanks, my friends
PM me. I have some info which may be helpful to you job-wise. Please, do contact me.
PM me, tewdles. I have some info which may be helpful to you job-wise. Please, do contact me. I also have cancer, so to some degree I can relate. (No one really knows how another feels.)
Have you read this, tewdles?
http://www.eeoc.gov/facts/cancer.html