I have been thinking about this the past couple weeks and just needed to let it out and see if anyone can give me advice. I have been a nurse for about 6 years now. My family makes nursing sounds so great since I was young and because of that I feel like I never really thought that there are other career options more suitable for me. When I started working as a nurse, I didn’t necessarily love it. It wasn’t how I thought it would be. The high anxiety for 12 hours, worrying about time managment and balance between checking off the work lists and keeping my patients safe and comfortable and happy, short staffed, and being away from family long hours, weekends and holidays. I just feel like everything is sucking the happiness out of me. I tried working on different specialties such as psych, home health, rehab, med surg floor, and now ICU for 6months. I really thought I would finally find my niche and be happy to be finally an ICU nurse since that was originally my career goal. However, I feel like it makes me even more anxious going to work now and also switching from days to midnights makes me even more dreadful going to work. I just feel deppressed because I am at lost and don’t know what to do. Should I just stick it out for a year to gain that experience for better career opportunities in the future? Should I just leave bedside nursing all together and be a case manager, utilization review or nursing consultant? Maybe work in a clinic or procedural nurse? I just want to be happy and go to work without being so anxious and stress. Thanks for reading.
I have been thinking about this the past couple weeks and just needed to let it out and see if anyone can give me advice. I have been a nurse for about 6 years now. My family makes nursing sounds so great since I was young and because of that I feel like I never really thought that there are other career options more suitable for me. When I started working as a nurse, I didn’t necessarily love it. It wasn’t how I thought it would be. The high anxiety for 12 hours, worrying about time managment and balance between checking off the work lists and keeping my patients safe and comfortable and happy, short staffed, and being away from family long hours, weekends and holidays. I just feel like everything is sucking the happiness out of me. I tried working on different specialties such as psych, home health, rehab, med surg floor, and now ICU for 6months. I really thought I would finally find my niche and be happy to be finally an ICU nurse since that was originally my career goal. However, I feel like it makes me even more anxious going to work now and also switching from days to midnights makes me even more dreadful going to work. I just feel deppressed because I am at lost and don’t know what to do. Should I just stick it out for a year to gain that experience for better career opportunities in the future? Should I just leave bedside nursing all together and be a case manager, utilization review or nursing consultant? Maybe work in a clinic or procedural nurse? I just want to be happy and go to work without being so anxious and stress. Thanks for reading.