Yesterday was my first day out of orientation at my first RN job. I graduated 7 months ago and had trouble finding a job untill i was offered this position as a casual nurse at a resthome. I was employed and given 4 days orientation with a buddy nurse. yesterday was my first day managing a wing of 24 residents on my own.....
the morning went pretty well and I felt on top of the work. I began my lunch time meds round. When I got to my 4th patient I noticed her blister pack for monday 12pm was not there.... there was one pill DILTIAZEM 30 mg. Then I thought, crap maybe I have pulled it out on the the trolley and given it to another patient instead. I was already behind on my meds run and carried on untill it was done. I then told the RN from the other side what had happened, she didnt seem too phased about it. I searched through the bin for a sign that it had been administered to another patient and I couldnt find it anywhere, with or without the pill. I narrowed down the patients I may have given it too to 2 and monitored them religiously for the rest of the afternoon.... there was no sign of a change of state with either of them.
The worst part about it all is that I was so busy and scared that I left without saying anything to the charge nurse, handing this information over or writing an incident! Its not that I was trying to cover my self up but I had no time, and I wasnt sure how to explain my self...
So to summerise: I have either lost a medication or administered it incorrectly to the wrong patient. The patient it was supposed to go to didnt get her antihypertensive for the day. the two patients that may have had it were ok when I left but im worried something has happened over night..... the other RN said its ok and just to monitor them in case, which I did But I am terrified of two things: 1) something adverse happening to any of the patients involved 2) being called and questioned about it by my colleagues.
Its my day off and I feel sooooo guilty about this all and I dont know what the right thing to do is. do I call the charge nurse and explain what happened, go in and write an incident report or do I wait and see what happens? ... some non-judgemental advice would be much appreciated :)
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Yesterday was my first day out of orientation at my first RN job. I graduated 7 months ago and had trouble finding a job untill i was offered this position as a casual nurse at a resthome. I was employed and given 4 days orientation with a buddy nurse. yesterday was my first day managing a wing of 24 residents on my own.....
the morning went pretty well and I felt on top of the work. I began my lunch time meds round. When I got to my 4th patient I noticed her blister pack for monday 12pm was not there.... there was one pill DILTIAZEM 30 mg. Then I thought, crap maybe I have pulled it out on the the trolley and given it to another patient instead. I was already behind on my meds run and carried on untill it was done. I then told the RN from the other side what had happened, she didnt seem too phased about it. I searched through the bin for a sign that it had been administered to another patient and I couldnt find it anywhere, with or without the pill. I narrowed down the patients I may have given it too to 2 and monitored them religiously for the rest of the afternoon.... there was no sign of a change of state with either of them.
The worst part about it all is that I was so busy and scared that I left without saying anything to the charge nurse, handing this information over or writing an incident! Its not that I was trying to cover my self up but I had no time, and I wasnt sure how to explain my self...
So to summerise: I have either lost a medication or administered it incorrectly to the wrong patient. The patient it was supposed to go to didnt get her antihypertensive for the day. the two patients that may have had it were ok when I left but im worried something has happened over night..... the other RN said its ok and just to monitor them in case, which I did But I am terrified of two things: 1) something adverse happening to any of the patients involved 2) being called and questioned about it by my colleagues.
Its my day off and I feel sooooo guilty about this all and I dont know what the right thing to do is. do I call the charge nurse and explain what happened, go in and write an incident report or do I wait and see what happens? ... some non-judgemental advice would be much appreciated :)