I'm still in school, pre-requisites. My goal is to be an ED nurse.
Yesterday there was a fairly serious car accident right by my house - we heard it happen. We went outside and approached the vehicles. Before I got close, I totally and completely froze - my body wouldn't move and I started physically twitching (my face, arms, legs). It only lasted for a few seconds, then I moved on and checked on the people in the vehicles and started bossing everyone around - had someone call 911, someone else take photos, someone else direct traffic, etc.
Now I find myself doubting the ability to handle intense situations. What if I freeze and someone is seriously hurt? I can't imagine a patient wants to see a twitching nurse about to administer meds. What is this is just how I am? Is this something I should be concerned about (I mean, I already am, but I'm not above over-reacting).
This is the first time I've really doubted myself. It's disconcerting.
I'm still in school, pre-requisites. My goal is to be an ED nurse.
Yesterday there was a fairly serious car accident right by my house - we heard it happen. We went outside and approached the vehicles. Before I got close, I totally and completely froze - my body wouldn't move and I started physically twitching (my face, arms, legs). It only lasted for a few seconds, then I moved on and checked on the people in the vehicles and started bossing everyone around - had someone call 911, someone else take photos, someone else direct traffic, etc.
Now I find myself doubting the ability to handle intense situations. What if I freeze and someone is seriously hurt? I can't imagine a patient wants to see a twitching nurse about to administer meds. What is this is just how I am? Is this something I should be concerned about (I mean, I already am, but I'm not above over-reacting).
This is the first time I've really doubted myself. It's disconcerting.