Discouraged about my return to nursing...
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I have been a nurse for 7 years but have come and gone a few times during that time, now retuning after a leave of 2 years. I have also worked in the travel industry and have hoped to do both jobs. Since 911 my travel job has become more and more unrealistic (financially and physically). Therefore I am now pursuing nursing full-time but am feeling very discouraged. At one point I was a good nurse in many ways but of course after 2 years I need to brush up on my skills. I am trying sooo hard to stay positive and have had a few fellow nurses on my floor that are supportive. Unfortunately, there have been some that have not been. I do ask questions and second guess myself a lot even though I know I "used to know this." Last night when I asked the charge nurse to go over an insulin dose with with me she asked when I last worked as a nurse. Unbelievable! They are short nurses on this floor.....
I am still on orientation and I haven't given insulin in 2 yrs as simple as it may be... Plus I overheard other nurses gossiping about another orientee's "slowness." Jeez.....I don't want to be a part of this yet I do want to be a nurse. My background in the travel industry may no have helped in my nursing skills but It has given me excellent interpersonal skills and a sense of value for commaraderie amongst co-workers and value for laughter and fun (when appropriate). I want those things to be a part of nursing too....is that possible? feeling very discouraged..........is it this hard for everyone returning?