I am aware that many people have posted here about being anxious at a new job, getting depressed because of med errors and so on. My issue is a little different. I am currently in my last practicum and will finish school in December. It is a 4 year program so it is safe to say i am a little tired of school. My problem is, however, that i no longer feel passionate about nursing. I remember the feeling i had when i first helped a patient, how empowering it felt. I no longer feel anything like that. I'm not particularly tired or anxious, I am simply apathetic. Being placed on the medical floor i constantly see how many people do not get better and the flaws in our medical system. That makes me...almost depressed? I just feel really unmotivated all the time, and although i am providing care according to professional standards i feel that the personal component of my nursing practice is just not there anymore. When i talk about it to more senior nurses they just give me weird looks and responses like "You are still a student, you are not supposed to feel this way already". I would appreciate any sort of feed back. Maybe there are individuals who have felt this way as well and can provide some advice.
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I am aware that many people have posted here about being anxious at a new job, getting depressed because of med errors and so on. My issue is a little different. I am currently in my last practicum and will finish school in December. It is a 4 year program so it is safe to say i am a little tired of school. My problem is, however, that i no longer feel passionate about nursing. I remember the feeling i had when i first helped a patient, how empowering it felt. I no longer feel anything like that. I'm not particularly tired or anxious, I am simply apathetic. Being placed on the medical floor i constantly see how many people do not get better and the flaws in our medical system. That makes me...almost depressed? I just feel really unmotivated all the time, and although i am providing care according to professional standards i feel that the personal component of my nursing practice is just not there anymore. When i talk about it to more senior nurses they just give me weird looks and responses like "You are still a student, you are not supposed to feel this way already". I would appreciate any sort of feed back. Maybe there are individuals who have felt this way as well and can provide some advice.