What was I thinking?????
Featured Replies
This topic is now closed to further replies.
Currently Reading 0
- No registered users viewing this page.
A better way to browse. Learn more.
A full-screen app on your home screen with push notifications, badges and more.
So, background is that I made the decision to go back to Med/Surge. Got tired of Psych nursing. That's the short version of THAT part of the story.
So now I'm back working on a Med/Surge unit at a new hospital that I've never worked before. I am totally asking myself what in the world was really going through my head when I decided to do this.
Actually, I guess I kinda know what the reasons were. =) First of all, this hospital is closer to me than the last one. Secondly, I missed all of the "hands on" work of Med Surge, and the fast pace and "action". Lastly (well not quite but I'm making this short), I was just simply getting burned out in Psych.
So here I am in this new hospital on this new floor and.... well, to say the honeymoon is over is putting it mildly. The floor that I work on tends to get about six-eight new admissions on 7p-7a alone, on a typical busy night. Many of them are direct admissions from the doc's office, so they need *EVERYTHING* done for them, as opposed to admits from the ER. Nurses on this unit, on this shift, have been known to go up to 11-12 patients apiece. A LOT of people have quit recently... I'm not sure why, nor am I sure that the poor staffing is the REASON why people have quit, or the RESULT. Or a little of both, I dunno.
I'm still on orientation. I have had presented to me, an opportunity for a much nicer job, 8-4:30, in non-direct patient care. The problem with that is that it's one of those competitive jobs that could take forever to actually land and then get started in. Meanwhile, I'm thinking about calling up my last job and seeing if I can come back full time (I'm still employed there PRN). I was getting tired of that job, but at least I was good at it, my coworkers really liked and respected me... in this job I tend to feel like a bumbling idiot. In this job, I get stressed out about going to work. My last job never really stressed me out, but it was starting to bore me and make me feel... kinda empty.
So, I'm not sure what to do. Stick with this job until I land the 8-4:30 job? I just hate to invest any more time in this job that I'm already thinking "man this sucks", or go back to the old job and then work on landing the 8-4:30 job. The 8-4:30 job is non-direct patient care, working for the state as an inspector/consultant. If I get the position I want, I'd be working alongside one of my best friends.
I'm just asking myself why in the world I was dumb enough to go back to Med Surge in the first place. I know some people enjoy it and stick with it but... I guess another option is trying to go back to the Med/Surge hospital where I worked before. Staffing is actually much, much better there and admits are more evenly spread out between two floors.
Any advice? Thoughts?