so im in my second semester of nursing school. i got through my first but barely, i really had to work my ass off just to get a passing grade. it seems like many others in my class dont really study or care and do so much better than me. anyways i about done my 2nd semester and its been rough. i had my 1st exposure of clinicals too and my experience really was not good at all. my teacher did not teach us what so ever. most of my day i just spent walking around hoping someone will tell us something to do. i wiped ppls butts alot cleaned up crap and changed put the trash. i really hated it all semester. i thought we were going to be giving out meds and catheters etc. i didnt even get to really touch a pt except for take their blood pressure. ive been depressed all semester. im failing three classes too. one class i need like a 97 on the final just to pass. ive never failed a class before much less 3. i also had a boyfriend who ive been with since the start but he just left me mid semester so ive been depressed about that too. i talked to my advisor and he said that i can just come back and repeat the classes i fail. im failing pharm, health assessment, and foundations of nursing. these are all really important classes. i think my lack of motivation went downhill with my crappy clinical experience and boyfriend drama. i started out the semester really well. i was passing everything doing great and then my grades just started dropping one by one. i dont know what to do. i was really excited about nursing school and now i feel like im dumb and cant do it. i kinda wish this semester never happened and just want to start over. i know if i really try and give these classes another round ill do great. i had a hard time trying to manage time with clinicals and studying. i think my time management sucks which worries me for future semesters. i guess im just trying to get advice am i cut out for this. should i quit ive invested a yr but i dont want to i was all excited about being a nurse and now i feel like such a loser b/c im failing and everything.
so im in my second semester of nursing school. i got through my first but barely, i really had to work my ass off just to get a passing grade. it seems like many others in my class dont really study or care and do so much better than me. anyways i about done my 2nd semester and its been rough. i had my 1st exposure of clinicals too and my experience really was not good at all. my teacher did not teach us what so ever. most of my day i just spent walking around hoping someone will tell us something to do. i wiped ppls butts alot cleaned up crap and changed put the trash. i really hated it all semester. i thought we were going to be giving out meds and catheters etc. i didnt even get to really touch a pt except for take their blood pressure. ive been depressed all semester. im failing three classes too. one class i need like a 97 on the final just to pass. ive never failed a class before much less 3. i also had a boyfriend who ive been with since the start but he just left me mid semester so ive been depressed about that too. i talked to my advisor and he said that i can just come back and repeat the classes i fail. im failing pharm, health assessment, and foundations of nursing. these are all really important classes. i think my lack of motivation went downhill with my crappy clinical experience and boyfriend drama. i started out the semester really well. i was passing everything doing great and then my grades just started dropping one by one. i dont know what to do. i was really excited about nursing school and now i feel like im dumb and cant do it. i kinda wish this semester never happened and just want to start over. i know if i really try and give these classes another round ill do great. i had a hard time trying to manage time with clinicals and studying. i think my time management sucks which worries me for future semesters. i guess im just trying to get advice am i cut out for this. should i quit ive invested a yr but i dont want to i was all excited about being a nurse and now i feel like such a loser b/c im failing and everything.