Wow! That sounds like a rough situation! However, if everything you say is true, then it sounds like you're off to a great start. You sound like a very competent nurse who is a good patient advocate. Unfortunately, if you can handle it, it may be best to try to get in at least 6-8 months. At that point, it is probably safe to start applying/interviewing for other jobs. I don't have much in the way of advice but just keep it up! Work your 36 hrs, and try to find really great things to do on your days off to keep you sane!