alan74

Hi all. I'm fairly new at this, and I'm feeling very lost and depressed. So, I was put on investigatory leave back in September 2018 for concerns regarding "handling of narcotic medication". I got this news via a phone call. I was never pulled to the side for concerns about behavior, nor a urine test was asked of me. So, I don't know what my supervisor knows, or if there is any proof of me diverting or anything like that. I am supposed to talk to the chief union rep, and I honestly don't know what to say. Do I admit to diverting, without knowing if the hospital has any proof? Since I had been off work, I received treatment, and am so far 6 + months clean. My friends say "don't reveal too much", cause if they don't know or have anything on you, why ruin a great job. But, I'm torn because I want to live my life with integrity. So, I don't know whether to confess to my union rep or just talk about hypotheticals. This sucks. And it depresses me even more so. Any feedback would be great. Thank you.

I have an interview this week with the float pool. From what I learned, there were over 200 resumes forwarded. Looks like they narrowed down to the 30 for interviews for 5 spots. I applied to 9 other adult units but have yet to hear back from any of them. Good luck to all.