Great story, it sounds so much like my life and path. When you want something so bad nothing will keep you from it I recently lost my father,purchased a house,got a divorce, sent my son to college and finally now got accepted in a BSN program that I was trying for since 3 years ago now with all I just listed going on I finally got my acceptance. I feel overwhelmed at times but I wanted this for so long that I must see it through. The three men that started this journey as my biggest supporters are gone( father,husband,son). Now with the help of this forum I am my biggest fan. Life is what you make it keep going strong