hello, let me tell you first and foremost...i totally feel you. like many ppl who have failed the first time, i can relate. when i read ur post i felt like i was reliving the experience. i took the boards a few months too long ago and because of the same feelings your having now...i stopped and couldn't find the motivation to review again. i haven't yet taken the exam..and am still burdened w/ the thought of failing. but im trying to get back on my feet and try it again. here's what i was thinking... i don't know where u live but i reside near los angeles. let's help each other out. i lack the discipline and motivation to start anew w/ the whole reviewing process. im scared and overwhelmed. i figure, by creating a group study...we will be able to encourage each other as well as get together a few times a week to review. pls let me know if your interested or maybe someone reading this might be. we could talk it over in detail. pls email me at
[email protected]. pls take care...and pls don't give up. natasha