I worked for a small hospital that did 12-24 deliveries a month and was left there at night BY MYSELF as the only OB nurse in the house!! My back up was the house supervisor who had NRP! I did that craziness for 6 years when I finally woke up and realized that my license was on the line and the nurse manager would never do anything about the horrible work conditions. So give your manager the option of sending you somewhere to learn or you'll give her your resigination!