Hi everyone, I am a new member but have been reading these forums for years and just need some support right now I did not tell any of my friends or family that I was taking the NCLEX today and I feel super lonely! I REALLY think I failed and I have been shaking and in tears ever since. I studied a good amount but it just wasn't enough! I even took a review course that I feel was a total waste of time. I am a very good student but have never been good at standardized testing. I tried to keep a positive, open mind about it but I feel like I am just cracking right now. So here's the deal. I did not get many SATA questions so that worries me. Should that worry me? Does it matter? I consider them 'harder' questions so it worries me that I didn't make it to a certain tier of questions. I had a ton of pharm I didn't know, priority/delegation/precautions. Over and over. Over and over. I also stopped somewhere past 200- I was having a difficult time breathing at this point and figured I was going to 265 so I don't know the exact number. I also know I got the last question wrong, and this is freaking me out!! I know it doesn't necessarily mean anything but psychological it is a killer. My friend told me how abrupt the test stops but I still wasn't prepared. Many of my friends only got 75 and they all passed. I know of a handful who got to 265 and passed and some who got to 265 and failed. I have been reading posts and it looks like the proctor people do not know whether or not you passed. But she was very nice and said ' good luck in your new career'- im praying that is a good sign. I just don't know HOW or WHEN I can study for this again if I fail. Plus everyone is taking it now so I feel like people will just know if I failed... Any thoughts or advice? Be honest with me if you think I should be afraid, but gentle cuz I am pretty fragile. Thank you Ruby