Dear Jco2, I had a similar experience like Dnricardi. By the end of my 1st year, whatever little self-esteem and confidence I had was M.I.A and I hated both school and myself(because I too felt like a huge loser.) :cry:PLEASE do not be so hard on yourself, it only makes life that more difficult. Talking to my advisor and a few of my professors helped and I also went to counseling (It really helps to just talk to someone). Maybe you should check out a book called " Don't sweat the small stuff." I was able to survive Nursing school and NCLEX by having faith in myself (and a little self pampering helped too ). Its important to take good care of yourself and to be proud as well, because you have a noble heart. :heartbeat Whatever you decide to do good luck and best wishes.