Harlene

Is there a daily allowance for those who are training in St lukes?

I wish I'm from Olongapo...and Olongapo is that near to where I am. I'm from manila. Hohum... What to do, what to do...

Thank you all for your reply. Means a lot to me. For 5 months, I have excluded my self from society. I didn't meet up with my friends. I was embarrassed with what happened to me. And I dont feel like talking. My grandma didn't die, its just because of my ignorance that I put myself in a bad situation. Then I had a knee injury, which I dont know If I can still run. I looked for jobs related to nursing, but I couldn't find any. And at home, I know life is becoming harder, and I know I'm becoming a burden to my parents. They keep on saying "don't you worry, Harlene..." Recently, a lot of known people are dying in my country, and my mom said," I still dont want to die.." the moment she said that, I uttered " I want to." I saw her face, I know she was hurt with what I said. JRBL77 was right. Its not like I want to commit suicide, I just want to be dead. I feel like I have no use anymore. Ive been crying sometimes before I go to sleep. Its like I cant even make a plan for my self. Or even decide on simple things. I am religious. I believe in God. But maybe I dont believe in my self....

Nursing was my second degree, I finished BS chemistry first but it wasnt my choice. It was my mom's. Leaned to love it while studying it. After that, My dad suggested Nursing, then I took it, I'm a good child you know. Then I discovered that Nursing was for me. On my third and fourth year, during clinical trainings, I never complained, in fact I wanted more. After each day of training, though exhausting, it was fulfilling. After finishing Nursing, I took our local board exams and passed it. Due to some reasons, i have to leave my country. I went to Toronto for a while to take care of my grandma. After a year and a half, I put my self in an ugly situtation because of ignorance. So I went back home. Then I discovered I LOST it. I tried applying for jobs because maybe it will help me regain the passion I used to have. Sadly, I can't find any work related to nursing. Honestly, i think i lost my passion about life. Its been 5 months now, and I really want to work as a nurse. Any advice there? Will appreciate it so much. thanks:D

@atzrn, when did you apply for the PR? how long did it take? I want to do the same but I am lacking of experience, though i studied in toronto (not related to nursing) for a year. Can you share your experiences

taxes in ontario are what? 15%!!! in calgary its only 5%

Does PGH offer paid trainings?

I have a question, where is the best school to study MAN? I believe not all universities are accepting inexperienced nurses, is this true?

I'm learning a lot from you guys

thank you Miss suzannne. I just dont know where to start. but now i know where. thanks a lot. I hope you will still help/answer my next inquiries. Thank you very much ma'am.

is there any site on how to apply in canada for their board exam or somthing like that?