hi im so happy and touch to read your story for i also experience the same thing, same case but she's an only daughter with her mom and nanny to take care for her, she's admitted in my area for almost 4months, and within that period of time she became close to us esp to me for she said she felt secure whenever im on duty, she always say that she really admire our profession for our loving and understanding nature, for the months that she stayed with us we are able to feel the pain she had and she would always say don't wori chris i'll be fine my only regret is that when im gone nobody will takecare of my mom thats why i don't want to dye yet nut i know GOD is already waiting for me, everytime i saw her i admire her for her courage even though she's in pain when she hears somebody is approaching she will try to smile and greet hello, one night as i change her TPN she's already in coma and i can feel death approaching, i came close to her and said, mam alice if ever you want to go in heaven dont live when im not in duty ( for it happens i'll be having a 2 days off for my interview in my agency), the next day around 3pm while im having my interview i suddenly felt a cold wind engulf me at that moment i know she already passed away, when i return to duty my fellow nurses handed me a letter written by her mom saying thank you very much for i was able to help her daughter face death with courage, as i hold that letter i felt speechless coz for me it is her daughter that teach me something and that is whatever you have at the moment treasure it for maybe when you open your eyes again it will be gone forever, after a fourth night i was alone in the station around 3am and something caught my attention for in the hallway i saw a young woman clothe in white smiling and waving at me but i dont felt afraid for i know its mam alice saying goodbye forever......