TL,
Your message gave me so much hope! I really mean that. I know that the years will pass anyways and now is the youngest I will ever be. It makes sense to not give up and keep at it. I know if God is for me, who can be against me. I know I am not the sum of my mistakes. I can get past this and maybe think about further education or even something else after it's all over said and done with...who knows. I am definitely in it to win it! I think it's the case manager, what you were referring to. They can have a lot of say, in how hard they make it for you. I keep telling myself the worst has already happened, now I am close to applying for reinstatement, Lord-willing, next year, and then see what happens with admittance to the Peer program. Thanks for your reply.