I think we all fear the unthinkable. This has been an issue of mine as well, demand the right equipment or I can just refuse to work without the proper PPE. Thank you for your service. It’s a dreadful situation that hopefully as a nation learn something from this. This will shape you and make a better nurse. The sacrifice you have put in this career will pay in the end. All I can say is that just hang in there if it feels like this is your calling. Earning the respect and building strong bonds it’s irreplaceable. My respect to all my fellow health care workers.