I just joined this site and find it extremely helpful but have never posted a thread yet. So I thought I would give it a try. I'm hoping some of you can give me some advice/encouragement right now because my self confidence is at an all time low. To make a long story short, I'm 25, and graduated from college with a communications degree at 22. Between that time, and lots of odd jobs later, I knew my passion was for nursing. I worked full time, and would take all the pre reqs necessary so I could get accepted earlier. Luckily, I still live with my parents, who are very supportive so when I got accepted to a diploma program this February, I was ecstatic!!! My dreams were coming true!!! Or so I thought....
During the first 8 weeks of nursing school (Basic 1) I thought I was a smart enough individual to pass the class, because I put the studying in. (Every day for at least 3 hours) We have 2 grades; a clinical grade which is pass/fail, and a theory grade which is all tests. Now, I'm not a good test taker, but I can do good on them if I really apply myself. And I really applied myself.
For 8 weeks, I spent my days at the library, worked out to my teachers lectures on voice recorder, and stayed in on weekends with a study group from school. THe first 3 tests I BOMBED. I put my heart, soul, dedication and everything I had into it. When I asked my other classmates, some of them said they looked at it the night before and told me they passed the test. This happened throughout the whole 8 weeks. I came to class everyday, front row, and there would be ppl who would never come to class until test day, and get a good grade. I would look around at everyone else, and felt like a complete idiot because I'm doing everything possible, and I know all the material during test review, but the tests are ridiculous.
From day 1, they said their preparing us to "think like nurses" which means they are giving us the hardest my teachers what I should do differently they just said it all comes down to "critical thinking" and some people are getting it, and some people aren't. I don't think it's fair that they stress "critical thinking" on these tests, when they don't even teach it, they let us do poorly on tests and encourage us to do better next time.
So basically, I got a 74% in the class and they did not pass me. They said clinically I'm a star, but I have to retake Basic 1 come June. HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT. Now i'm starting to doubt myself and think "Can I really do this>? Am I ever going to critically think because I really don't know how much more I can study" Plus they keep scaring us and saying how much harder its going to get. I'm sad that I have been so excited about nursing school starting, and no matter how hard I tried, I just could not pass the tests. I feel like I'm at a breaking point, and am just praying to the Nursing Gods things will get better when I retake it in June. So my question is......
IS NURSING SCHOOL REALLY THIS BAD/STRESSFUL?? DO YOU FEEL LIKE QUITTING? OR HELPLESS??
Hello all,
I just joined this site and find it extremely helpful but have never posted a thread yet. So I thought I would give it a try. I'm hoping some of you can give me some advice/encouragement right now because my self confidence is at an all time low. To make a long story short, I'm 25, and graduated from college with a communications degree at 22. Between that time, and lots of odd jobs later, I knew my passion was for nursing. I worked full time, and would take all the pre reqs necessary so I could get accepted earlier. Luckily, I still live with my parents, who are very supportive so when I got accepted to a diploma program this February, I was ecstatic!!! My dreams were coming true!!! Or so I thought....
During the first 8 weeks of nursing school (Basic 1) I thought I was a smart enough individual to pass the class, because I put the studying in. (Every day for at least 3 hours) We have 2 grades; a clinical grade which is pass/fail, and a theory grade which is all tests. Now, I'm not a good test taker, but I can do good on them if I really apply myself. And I really applied myself.
For 8 weeks, I spent my days at the library, worked out to my teachers lectures on voice recorder, and stayed in on weekends with a study group from school. THe first 3 tests I BOMBED. I put my heart, soul, dedication and everything I had into it. When I asked my other classmates, some of them said they looked at it the night before and told me they passed the test. This happened throughout the whole 8 weeks. I came to class everyday, front row, and there would be ppl who would never come to class until test day, and get a good grade. I would look around at everyone else, and felt like a complete idiot because I'm doing everything possible, and I know all the material during test review, but the tests are ridiculous.
From day 1, they said their preparing us to "think like nurses" which means they are giving us the hardest my teachers what I should do differently they just said it all comes down to "critical thinking" and some people are getting it, and some people aren't. I don't think it's fair that they stress "critical thinking" on these tests, when they don't even teach it, they let us do poorly on tests and encourage us to do better next time.
So basically, I got a 74% in the class and they did not pass me. They said clinically I'm a star, but I have to retake Basic 1 come June. HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT. Now i'm starting to doubt myself and think "Can I really do this>? Am I ever going to critically think because I really don't know how much more I can study" Plus they keep scaring us and saying how much harder its going to get. I'm sad that I have been so excited about nursing school starting, and no matter how hard I tried, I just could not pass the tests. I feel like I'm at a breaking point, and am just praying to the Nursing Gods things will get better when I retake it in June. So my question is......
IS NURSING SCHOOL REALLY THIS BAD/STRESSFUL?? DO YOU FEEL LIKE QUITTING? OR HELPLESS??