Not sure I an do this
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Hi all, I am new to this forum, but not to this website. I am a new grad (graduated Dec 05) who is 4 shifts away from finishing a 7 week orientation on a postpartum unit. I just started the night shift 2 shifts ago. When I was on days, I was feeling pretty confident for the most part. There were still things I had questions on but I felt like I was ready to be on my own knowing that I had a very supportive staff to help out if I needed it. But since I started nights I feel like a complete idiot that has no business being a nurse. I feel like I've forgotten everything I've learned so far. I feel really unorganized too, even though I felt pretty organized on days. I am dreading going to work tomorrow night, especially since I'll be doing 3 in a row. I've made 2 really STUPID mistakes, which I can't stop thinking about. And no matter how tired I am when I get home in the mornings I can't sleep because I keep thinking about work. I've already gotten sick...apparently my immune system is aware of how stressed out and tired I am. I cry very easily. I don't know what to do. I've made myself a new report sheet to try to help with the organization, but I still feel really scared and really stupid. Last shift an oncoming day shift nurse was upset with me because one of my patients refused her 0600 ibuprofen that her Dr. had ordered. The day shift nurse said she'll get yelled at by the doc now since I didn't give the med. But the pt. refused it! I can't force her to take something she doesn't want! What should I have done?
I don't really know what I expect to get out of posting this...I guess I just needed to let it all outand maybe get some tips on adjusting to a whole new shift along with a whole new career. I don't even know if it's really the night shift that's making me feel so crappy or if it's the realization that soon I will be on my own. Maybe it's both.
Anyway, thanks for reading.
Megan